Too big for me
Just Too big

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It wants to Eat me alive
It's soft but flat
it keeps me warm but it could get so cold
it's always there for me
but I just can't get it enough

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I want to love it
I want to trust it
But It still reminds me how Alone I am
So I just hate it

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I wish it was smaller
But is not
is not
And
Time passes by
and it gets bigger and bigger
and in my random mind
It takes over my dreams

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But last night
and the night before
And since October
It keeps my dreams safe
and lets me die for the time I need to

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So Take me
But don't hold me
Await
But don't
I'll go when I feel like I need to
You are just too big


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Too big for me
I love it
But is too big for me