Just Drink This

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You see?
This could actually work between you and me...
Just don't freak out if I stare without talking
or if I smile without reason,
keep on doing your thing
and let me do mine.

You see?
I could actually stay for a little longer
just before words start yelling in a room...

Don't freak out if I'm right
Don't freak out if I don't move
You already know
There's shame on your plate
and I smile while you notice it.

You see?
This is already working
We could actually get this done.
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Bake a cake
Dye your hair
Learn italian
Buy a backpack
Smile at strangers
Go out dancing
Become a bartender
Eat more grapes
Join an acting group
Use red lipstick
Get a plane ticket
Quit your job
Finish that book
And then just spin.
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I want to apologize
Look down as I say I'm sorry

For this I've done to you
For draging you to this place
For steping on you without mercy
For filling you with such dirt

I want to apologize
Just breathe as I say I'm sorry

For sinking us in this mud
For letting you break that way
For dropping stains on your shirt
For not listening to you
And for hurting you as I did
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We can't ever merge
Because she breathes during the day
And I beat during the night

She carries this weapon all the time
and her eyes don't ever rest
as if I meant any harm at all

And for all they could do together
Just all that's contained in a silence moment
for her not to stop breathing
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Thanks John

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Every once in a while a song appears like this and it generates a growing faith in my head. Could be a song I've heard before, something a bit familiar, or just a brand new tune; but a song that transports me to that scary, dark and unknown place deep within myself. That place I can't ever find, getting lost every time I try.

I can't remember right now when was the last time a song like this came along and did that, maybe if I start thinking I'll come up with many, but I'm choosing not to, because I need and wanna hold on to the pureness of this moment, this moment that's making me travel to my dark place, on a direct flight with no confusing paths, just straight to the truth.

Because I forgot the main idea of my only cure to everything that hurts: to express without boundaries. Just leaving behind the fear of breaking things if I come up with one single sentence. Knowing me, and that one sentence would never be enough, releasing this monster that lives inside, a monster that has a name and all, that has become a person within me, and a monster that I just can't hold back... Gotta love it to love me.

So tonight, all of that contained in these lyrics, this melody and this song that gave me permission to do this, to just start saying.

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems
Better put them in quotations

Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead

If you could only
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Than never to say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say
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Wrong Impressions

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 As in different stages
 First looks
First sensations
First reactions

As in a level system
First moves
Followed by first responses
And the first rush of excitment

Because at that first encounter things look one way
but as they move forward in our heads
they transform and they don't make us feel as before

Because no one seems to hold on to that first impression
That first connection
That first intent
And instead, all we get by the end is a bunch of wrong and distorted impressions
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