Not Cold At All

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No es algo nuevo que la gente juzgue por lo que ve y no por lo que ciertamente esta detras de todo. Sucede que, estando muy claro en la imagen, algunas veces lo que no se ve representa la base de todo el sistema, en este caso: Yo.

Sistema? claro vale, considero que lo que soy podria ser representado como una (quizas) complicada estructura de distintos niveles o etapas. Algunos conocidos, otros totalmente misteriosos inclusive para mi misma. Como un gran jardin con ciertos rincones escondidos, pero que de forma un poco extrana funcionan bien juntos, sincronizados.

Es el 90% de mi ser que esta escondido, eso que la mayoria no ve y que representa en realidad quien soy. Miedos, pasiones, obsesiones, manias, paranoias, recuerdos, ilusiones, ideas, fortalezas, debilidades... miles de cualidades que definen mi comportamiento en el exterior. Ese 10% que logran ver por encima de la linea de vida, o mejor llamada realidad.

Hace un tiempo para aca aprendi a cruzar oceanos, y asi mismo aprendi a pasarme a ese lado desconocido de mi persona; al explorar muchas veces me he conseguido con sorpresas no tan gratas, pero que ciertamente me han proporcionado claves para un control masivo sobre mi mente si asi lo desearia en cierto momento. Control sobre que controlar.

Es ese 90% que me da grandeza y que por desconocido y misterioso que sea, mantiene mi perspectiva alerta a quienes hayan conseguido la ruta hacia abajo, y hayan logrado conocer parte de ese sistema... Aun cuando se que habran lugares o niveles que solo podre comprender yo sola.
Niveles que me piden estalecer contacto, expresar ideas, evitar el silencio y tragarme las mentiras que a veces acumulo en mi parte superior: no puedo tragarme los pensamientos.

Abajo soy grande, arriba descubro poco.

Lyrics by The Rakes (can't take them out of my head)

Don't you ever pretend
That we are more than friends?
Despite the metal and wires
I still have human desires
I'll wait here til the end
For my dividend
And when I turn off the lights
I'll wait here til the end

Over and over she burns my circuits
I feel fire rushing through my wires
I can feel all the things that we can't share

When I hear your voice
It fills me with noise
Was this meant to be?
Are you corrupting me?

Can't you just pretend
That we are more than friends?
Despite the metal and wires
I still have human desires

Over and over she burns my circuits
I feel fire rushing through my wires
I can feel all the things that we can't share

Over and over she burns my circuits
I feel fire rushing through my wires
I can feel all the things that we can't share

The satellites connecting us, protecting us
Our makers have neglected us
It's not their fault
It's just the way

Over and over she burns my circuits
I feel fire rushing through my wires
I can feel all the things that we can't share

La la la...
I can feel all the things that we can't share
Read On

Not To Cross

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There was a moment when I have to say it, I truly believed that things were suppose to be that way: waiting eternally for a time that would never come for us. Every hour of every day of every week I could feel the time dying very slowly, knowing deep inside that there was an answer but not a time to live it.

I went through very emotional roads, and my path was always looking for other exits to follow, but my feet had a life on their own and kept on walking in a straight line, not paying attention to all those bad experiencies that came through me.

But one day I had to take control of my feet and that feeling, by going to an island to heal completly... just by the time I was changing my perspectives, he decided to come back.

He came with colors, new perspectives, shapes and ideas to fill my space with joy; there was no other choice for me than just go back to my path, a path that I've had for 7 years now... a path that makes me fall inlove every day, every time.

He came and gave me reasons to believe again, reasons to feel again and reasons to understand that there's only one answer, and nothing will make us forget about it.

'Cause you brought me colors once again and this time we'll make it right
Happy X Day (Feb, 17th)


Lyrics by (Se que ya los puse hace tiempo) The Cranberries

I'm not going out tonight 'cos I don't want to go
I am staying at home tonight 'cos I don't want to know
You revealed a world to me and I would never be
Dwelling in such happiness, your gift on purity

Eh-ee-oh, eh-ee-oh, eh-ee,oh, eh-ee-oh X 2

Aahh, you and me it will always be
You and me Forever be,
Eternally it will always be You and me

Taylor, Taylor, Taylor, Taylor

I don't pay attention to the ones who never cared
Find your onw direction 'cos there's sweetness in the air
You will be the world to me and I will always be
Dwelling in this happiness, your gift of purity

Eh-ee-oh, eh-ee-oh, eh-ee,oh, eh-ee-oh X 2

Aahh, you and me it will always be
You and me Forever be,
Eternally it Will always be
You and me

Always be You and me
Forever be, Eternally
It will always be You and me
Forever be, Eternally
Read On