Up And Going

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Me and her, together
I need her and she needs me
One special bond between two special souls
That complement each other
One purple union that can bring me closer to that goal.

Up and going for this list
Up and going for the golden state
And if answers were never enough
Up and going for this current smile

She will join me forever
I won't let her down, and her reflect will carry me away
Me and her, together in a new hall
Just because my truth will never be a whole
Without her vision

Up and going for this feeling
Up and going for a fresh new vision
Perspectives will rain on my shoulders
Up and going tomorrow and the day after

Me and her, my inner truth
Happy 2010
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Maybe


Maybe a different night
Maybe a different life
but the fact is that I'll be thinking about it for a while

Maybe one different situation
Maybe two different people
but for sure, many ideas dying to become actions

Maybe with a different plan
Maybe in one unique dimension
but moments that I sigh for, and thoughts that still make me shiver after all these years

Maybe in a new shadow
Maybe with different convictions
but knowing that it would still represent a fake reality
because I don't like the way you feel besides this
your life behind this shared desire
and still, from me one simple and selfish answer
I'm here.
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You Fool

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You wanted anwers, so there
One step ahead and blame me for it
Just two seconds before I start listening again
Then come back and refuse what's real

You wanted the truth, and it was bitter
So there, I'm still standing
Before it comes back and eat you
I'll have my bed ready for your rest and sleep

You wanted guidance, what else can I do now?
Well then, turn me off
As easy as it sounds, I will be here still
My bad side will always give you that
Exactly what you want

You wanted me to show you
To give you light
You fool, you never really understood
Now blame me, and I'll laugh about it
There's your light, now Hang me for it
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In One Act

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Tomará solo unos minutos darle inicio al juego, si es que así pretendo llamarlo. Precisamente una laguna de estrategias que nos mantengan a salvo tras tal batalla de recuerdos y palabras encerradas; tanto tiempo que las esencias de lo que una vez fueron, se ven envenenadas por perspectivas falsas y fantasiosas de momentos recreados antes de tal día.

Pero luego de tantos meses, semanas y días será inevitable la realización de esos miedos recurrentes dentro de mi cabeza. Porque aún cuando el suelo haya secado y toda señal de vida se haya extinguido, este monstruo que llevo dentro aún controla mis sensaciones y emociones... julio sólo lo mantuvo cautivo un tiempo, pero ahora deberé verlo salir, libre.

Si tan sólo pudieses ser invisible entre ellos, si siquiera me permitieras verlos y saludarlos sin que tu presencia vaya a hacerme actuar tras una sonrisa que detesto tanto... si por un segundo fueses capaz de complacerme tan sólo en esto. Sólo pediría esa pizca de ideales juntos que una vez compartimos, para no tener que morder mi lengua y actuar como esa persona que dijiste una vez debía eliminar: alguien que debe esconder sus verdades para no alejar a otros.

Detras de esta máscara, espero atravesar este momento y salir tranquila de el... Porque la realidad es que siempre serás azul y yo siempre permaneceré gris en este marco.

Foto por Vivian Alvarez
En la foto: Wal
Letras de Hey Mercedes

Oh penny
it's aboout to begin
so write do it on your wrist and dig in
cold cold chicago
go-go dance out the door
before your party gets bored and ignores you
it's getting harder now to move all your dreams
and all the things that you need wave as they leave
oh penny
makes a mess of this man
if there's a simpler plan than please speak
cause we're in trouble now
our underground
we're in trouble now
and i don't believe you

oh penny
will you cease to exist
without the faintest of fists
the amuse me
i got a honey
in the sun of CA
and i am happy to say that it's working
we've been sailing thorugh unthinkable kinks
but now i think it will sink
if i'm staying
oh penny
you put me through hell
and i've got nothing to sell
that will save you

past is the laughable and
hardly passable as background
artist's apartment will be looted and hollowed in the now
so overmedicate in any state
ain't it great
certain fate
and my dear old sharona
keeps em on the floor and wanting more
oh penny
we're about to dig in
so won't you find me a friend and give in
oh penny
will the fun never end
or will it ever begin without you
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Disappear

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With one extraordinary idea
and if my mind had enough strength
I would blow them all away
for an empty space to surround us

One, two and three seconds
for this plan to work
hold my hand and let them lead the way
drown in this unique color of the night
break all clocks and help this moment last longer

I would float again
in a golden state
winter will have us still
if we could just swim and disappear
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Mio

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Se acumulan de formas organizadas o no, algunas veces llevan cierto tipo de clasificación y es increíble lo mucho que nuestra personalidad se refleja en esa visión de objetos acumulados. Variedades de intereses y gustos bordean dicha materia involucrando esencias tan propias.

Colecciones que se mantienen y se aman, se protegen contra cualquier mal y se llevan gran parte de nuestras energías. Porque ponemos nuestra alma en darle vida a esos objetos que coleccionamos. Un sentido de pertenencia y expresión interna sobre lo que nos dice nuestra colección... Porque nos habla, nos canta, nos hace saber que también nos siente.

Y es que el mirar y observar algo propio, algo que mantenemos genera cierto estímulo interno, una sensación invisible pero energizante... admiramos aquello que logramos incluir a nuestras diferentes casillas. Agregamos, admiramos, sentimos... Porque las colecciones están destinadas a expandirse, expando esta materia, esta idea y esta propuesta.

Colecciono objetos, pensamientos y momentos, organizados por una variable mente que sólo conoce de niveles inferiores de razones o entendimientos... Vengo a admirar mi colección, aquello y aquellos que forman parte de tal espacio físico, en esta dimensión de colores que adoro no comprender.

Sin saber exactamente las razones, expando esta costumbre de acumular sensaciones porque la verdad es que le encuentro sentido al debatirme entre mis adicciones y mis verdades.

Lyrics by Soda Stereo 

No hay modo, no hay punto exacto.
te doy todo, y siempre guardo algo.
si estás oculta cómo sabré quién eres.
me amas a oscuras, duermes envuelta en redes.
Signos, mi parte insegura.
bajo una luna hostil, signos.
Mar de fondo, no caeré en la trampa.
llámame pronto, acertijos bajo el agua.
si algo cedes, calmaré tu histeria.
con los dientes rasgaré tus medias.
Signos... uniendo fisuras,
figuras sin definir, signos...
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Come And Hit

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It felt like that, not so long ago
when your hopes were gone
fading as cold air
staring at them as a sad movie end
you were sure that was the road your expectations would leave

It's been too easy to asure
asure the not expecting
and that old sensation
dizzy but amazing inside you
you felt it once, then again but in your mind
it wasn't suppose to come back

Lying to yourself by saying
you do believe in surprises
but amusing yourself with this
this night
this sensation
this new version of life
something you keep on forcing to yourself

You are not in that place anymore
you've moved and your feet float
for new ideas
new rooms
and new kisses
can bring you back to a well-known heaven

Tonight, dedicating this song to that old version of you
who thought one love was enough,
forgetting about infatuated experiences
and seeing it wave in a far far distance
after a night like this, crushes make you float once more...

Lyrics by John Mayer

It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you
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But Then

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Clouds are turning off
despite the time, I thought they'd stay

No more drops of rain
behind this curtain, I thought it'd remain

One more shade comes clean
I thought it was already here

But then in a second you show up
and this world becomes normal again
no wonder can stay
within my whispers you stare

Flowers came to the party
and in a chance they felt disgrace

That old turtle would never forgive me
for a misunderstanding will never be given

Then color turned around
and there was I protecting the mirror
for a single moment, that could all disappear

But then in a second you show up
and this world becomes normal again
No wonder can stay
Within my whispers you stare
Within my whispers you share
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Prófugos

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Salían de uno en uno, a mi parecer la entrevista había finalizado y le tocaría al último grupo entrar, las ansias eran diversas aún cuando estaba segura de lo que se vendría.

Marcos de tiempo que parecen desvanecerse y separar la realidad en antes de una mirada y despues de ella, me levanté para acercarme a la puerta y ser la primera persona en entrar cuando él torpemente dijo "no big deal miss"


Como si el tiempo se burlase de quienes razonamos sobre él, deteniéndose para resaltar aquel acto... Existió una sensación extraña que recorrió mi cabeza mientras la mirada terminaba de confirmarme aquel encuentro.


Fue unos años antes, cuando aquella visita pasó al record de sus historias y cierto personaje hizo de las suyas al revelar ansias y deseos de exploración que tanta mala fama poseen. Su nombre hizo eco en lo que muchas expectativas con origenes ocultos transformaron, horas acumuladas frente a aquella repetida situación con distinto protagonista.


Aún mi cuerpo se encontraba paralizado ante tal muestra del universo, siendo mis ojos testigos de una variación a estas rutinas emocionales... mientras se alejaba volteó ligeramente a mirarme de nuevo, expresando lo que parecía ser una sonrisa complice de esta idea tan particular: sólo existe el presente en esta realidad nuestra.


Letras de Soda Stereo


Somos complices los dos
al menos se que huyo porque amo
necesito distension
estar asi despierto
es un delirio de condenados
Como un efecto residual
yo siempre tomare el desvio
tus ojos nunca mentiran
pero ese ruido blanco
es una alarma en mis oidos
No seas tan cruel
no busques mas pretextos
no seas tan cruel
siempre seremos profugos los dos
No tenemos donde ir
somos como un area desvastada
carreteras sin sentido
religiones sin motivo
como podremos sobrevivir
No seas tan cruel
no busques mas pretextos
no seas tan cruel
siempre seremos
siempre seremos profugos los dos
Ven
no seas tan cruel
no busques mas pretextos
no seas tan cruel
siempre seremos profugos
siempre seremos profugos
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Shuffle

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I had no intentions to come and write here tonight, but this song got to me and well... you'll see.

At first when I knew the information of the song, many things and memories came to my mind and as a nice surprise, I laughed. For a moment I traveled back to this amazing feeling and place where one soul and many shared ideas made me feel alone in such a magical way. So then, the title of the song and then the lyrics... It seemed to be perfect for a singular post about complaints, but as I'm feeling right now, it might be a bit different from what I expected.


There's no doubt that one island got left and as intense as this music is I assure that no words seem to come from my brain to my fingers as I type about the experience, it just disappeared in a tragic but kind of common way. And as I keep on listening to this guy with funny hair sing, I realize we all stay with each other until the end comes, creepy right?


Memories can't actually fade, and sensations can only transform which leaves us with new perspectives and the hopes of new rooms to explore. Sitting in that hall every once in a while to perceive what's around and hearing the sounds of old souls, but that could be a whole different post. Tonight can only be about the ghost of a place that I miss whenever my head turns back and remembers what was there for it... and as that frame seems to get smaller by the distance, I laugh when I see that one simple song can make it show up as if I just put myself back in that island.


3:12 minutes passed and I came back to my current position, constantly fighting infatuations, figuring out some surprising situations and stepping hard on this floor that feels so mine as it never felt before, still wanting more phrases... Maybe not the same unique feeling of being O.K. that we once shared, but definitely a sensation that seems to be good enough to make me write this and don't feel like texting "dododo.. did you hear the mcs new song?!"


P.S.: I hope this generates one simple smile... I've got to get this song in my ipod.. myspace can only work for a while..

THE Lyrics by Motion City Soundtrack


To the deep end
to the heartline holds,
straight jetterman holds
straight degenerate you can
little beaver trapped in medication
All strung out on novelty collapse it solves just try to comprehend
and leave the island of bitter beestings
severing and shattering free the self-infixing inbetween
taxilation walking up around you
guess whose on the waiting list
I'll let you in on something secret

I can disapear
any time I want to, time I feel you
shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end

first you breathe out
than you have to breathe in
blast yourself repeatedly until it sticks until it sticks
so many eyelids carry on gidavern
festering interiors i'll have a breach in labors silouettes
My medication will medication
coursing through your inner space
I'm matergrate confused and counterfeit
kamakazi's sear the pun inside you
guess whose got it figured out
I'll let you in on someting secret

I can disappear
any time I want to, any time I feel you
shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end
and I can decompose
when it suits me I accelerate
we get on all fours
I surrender to the scores

You'll never know how it feels
You'll never know how it feels
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?

I can disappear,
any time I want to, time I feel you
Shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end
I can decompose
when it suits me I accelerated
we get on all fours
I surrender to the score

and I can disappear
any time I want to, any time I feel you
shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end
I'm with you till the end.
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