Well this could be fun tonight!

Let's see, is some sort of awkward picture this could be worst and they could just be messing up with my head, not such a bad deal, just a not so exciting situation.. dammit.. we had and lived the master plan!! he was someone who could see right through it ahg

Oright, so what if I still miss him (11/7 asshole)? Could be just a sickness, yes! that's what it is... just check this out: they sort of disapear and then I break down, doesn't it make sense? It does make sense to me... I mean, why in earth would I want an explanation? that's just SICK!.. dammit

Jez.. For a while I really need to laugh about it, otherwise I would do that all over again, and people know I tend to follow my instincts, although it might be a little painful; but the truth is that it feels just fine right after... I had some info, dammit

Laying down, drinking this from this transparent thing, making me a little hot not that much but yet enough to feel comfortable, what the hell I gotta pick up this phone, dammit!

The crappy movie didn't work, neither the cynical chatting and the funny music that makes me laugh like a dumb, here I try to make it a little better and blame the pms for once, moods like these just appear every once a month, don't they?... yes, I knew they didn't, dammit

Whatever... I still got an extra bottle, the beatles, bruce springsteen, johnny cash, the stones, the bee gees and my great emo depressive but fun music, god I love blink.. What kind of weird girl am I?

Photo by Cristi
Lyrics by Blink !

It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you
I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons
The season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down

The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face
The timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her?
A day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report
On losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now

and it'll happen once again I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview
You'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy
And I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay
The charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back

And it'll happen once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And you've been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up [4x]
Well, I guess this is growing up