Shuffle

I had no intentions to come and write here tonight, but this song got to me and well... you'll see.

At first when I knew the information of the song, many things and memories came to my mind and as a nice surprise, I laughed. For a moment I traveled back to this amazing feeling and place where one soul and many shared ideas made me feel alone in such a magical way. So then, the title of the song and then the lyrics... It seemed to be perfect for a singular post about complaints, but as I'm feeling right now, it might be a bit different from what I expected.


There's no doubt that one island got left and as intense as this music is I assure that no words seem to come from my brain to my fingers as I type about the experience, it just disappeared in a tragic but kind of common way. And as I keep on listening to this guy with funny hair sing, I realize we all stay with each other until the end comes, creepy right?


Memories can't actually fade, and sensations can only transform which leaves us with new perspectives and the hopes of new rooms to explore. Sitting in that hall every once in a while to perceive what's around and hearing the sounds of old souls, but that could be a whole different post. Tonight can only be about the ghost of a place that I miss whenever my head turns back and remembers what was there for it... and as that frame seems to get smaller by the distance, I laugh when I see that one simple song can make it show up as if I just put myself back in that island.


3:12 minutes passed and I came back to my current position, constantly fighting infatuations, figuring out some surprising situations and stepping hard on this floor that feels so mine as it never felt before, still wanting more phrases... Maybe not the same unique feeling of being O.K. that we once shared, but definitely a sensation that seems to be good enough to make me write this and don't feel like texting "dododo.. did you hear the mcs new song?!"


P.S.: I hope this generates one simple smile... I've got to get this song in my ipod.. myspace can only work for a while..

THE Lyrics by Motion City Soundtrack


To the deep end
to the heartline holds,
straight jetterman holds
straight degenerate you can
little beaver trapped in medication
All strung out on novelty collapse it solves just try to comprehend
and leave the island of bitter beestings
severing and shattering free the self-infixing inbetween
taxilation walking up around you
guess whose on the waiting list
I'll let you in on something secret

I can disapear
any time I want to, time I feel you
shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end

first you breathe out
than you have to breathe in
blast yourself repeatedly until it sticks until it sticks
so many eyelids carry on gidavern
festering interiors i'll have a breach in labors silouettes
My medication will medication
coursing through your inner space
I'm matergrate confused and counterfeit
kamakazi's sear the pun inside you
guess whose got it figured out
I'll let you in on someting secret

I can disappear
any time I want to, any time I feel you
shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end
and I can decompose
when it suits me I accelerate
we get on all fours
I surrender to the scores

You'll never know how it feels
You'll never know how it feels
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?

I can disappear,
any time I want to, time I feel you
Shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end
I can decompose
when it suits me I accelerated
we get on all fours
I surrender to the score

and I can disappear
any time I want to, any time I feel you
shuffle through my skin
I am with you till the end
I'm with you till the end.

0 voices:

Post a Comment