This could be a very long post, but it won't. I'm writing, then taking my tools and leave.
It has been pretty easy for me to put every single situation into a logical procedure so it would work just fine, giving me results well-known (hehe sure..). And now when my perspectives have been improving with time, I see myself understanding this kind of living I have.
Since I was a kid my mom would solve all my issues and teach me how to solve them on my own as I'd grow up. With time, I learnt to do so, but still there was a part of me that always needed to be saved, by whoever felt connected to my state, there was always someone. And for that.. I spent years hooking up with these relationships to wait and see myself being saved by them. hehe...
There were moments when I blamed myself for expecting this to happen, and I tried looking for solutions to this weird and childish kind of living... but then again, after a while I would see myself waiting to be saved once more. Just to create an extreme side of who I was: strong and secure on one side and pretty weak and stupid on the other one, compromising myself to people all the time.
Today I keep on doing it, and also trying to avoid it... but still it remains within me and I can't expect Ana to fix this so quickly... at the end, it's one of her biggest pieces as a person she is... and for all this, the reason why this is my favorite song ever.
It has been pretty easy for me to put every single situation into a logical procedure so it would work just fine, giving me results well-known (hehe sure..). And now when my perspectives have been improving with time, I see myself understanding this kind of living I have.
Since I was a kid my mom would solve all my issues and teach me how to solve them on my own as I'd grow up. With time, I learnt to do so, but still there was a part of me that always needed to be saved, by whoever felt connected to my state, there was always someone. And for that.. I spent years hooking up with these relationships to wait and see myself being saved by them. hehe...
There were moments when I blamed myself for expecting this to happen, and I tried looking for solutions to this weird and childish kind of living... but then again, after a while I would see myself waiting to be saved once more. Just to create an extreme side of who I was: strong and secure on one side and pretty weak and stupid on the other one, compromising myself to people all the time.
Today I keep on doing it, and also trying to avoid it... but still it remains within me and I can't expect Ana to fix this so quickly... at the end, it's one of her biggest pieces as a person she is... and for all this, the reason why this is my favorite song ever.
Photo by D
Song+Lyrics by Oasis
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
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