Earning This Bath Not like in some kind of race Where the main point of the process is to get somewhere first Not like that. Because I've been first, second and third... and it really doesn't matter, the sensations can always change. And even when I still find it hard to believe The edge is now farther than before, like those little details in the frames of different memories No matter how hard you try to hold them they disappear. I'm just demanding without persuing Letting go without regretting Loosing without forgetting Because for a moment I felt like they all had me They all kept a piece of me that I just gave away Breaking apart Vanishing as boiling water. Not like fighting for power Power that my head still thinks is worth having Just making a connection between these lines and the inside of me This inside that knows I deserve more More than what I've been settling for. I'm not removing the seeds from the fruit but only eating what feels good in my mouth Assuming these decisions as my own and not something other people made me do with my permission and my permission only.
Probably Me It's probably me... Who thinks way too much about your last phrase Who smiles before telling you the crap that goes through my head The one that would steal your breath if only I had more courage The selfish kind of human that would tear a kiss down The one that would never be allowed in your mind. It's probable me... Who never truly faced the honest side of your words The one that keeps on picking up the crumbs From that wasted essence of bond that once existed. It's probably me... The number you felt like dialing a couple times Who liked more one blink than the other Who you will blame and judge The one that won't ever get what you owe Who will have to feed myself from pending ideas The same person waiting behind a screenWho felt like she deserved a bit of your attention It's probably me... Who chose lemon over cinnamon The one who found herself away from you. Lyla I'm getting to you Reaching out and almost sensing your light You're as close as air, air that I'm not sure I can actually hold on to But you're around, closer than before. I'm choosing not to avoid you Giving you the opportunity to walk nearby Surrounding me with your energy, Such weird and inexplicable energy. I'm starting to enjoy this Seeing the good side of you Making an effort to trust Trust myself by trusting you. Lyrics by Oasis Calling all the stars to fallAnd catch the silver sunlight in your hands Come for me and set me free Lift me up and take me where I stand She believes in everything And everyone and you and yours and mine I've waited for a thousand years For you to come and blow me out my mind Hey, Lyla! The stars are about to fall So what d'you say, Lyla? The world around us makes me feel so small, Lyla! If you can't hear me call then I can't say, Lyla! Heaven'll help you catch me if I fall She's the queen of all I've seen And every song and city far and near Heaven help my mademoiselle She rings the bell for all the world to hear Hey, Lyla! The stars are about to fall So what d'you say, Lyla? The world around us makes me feel so small, Lyla! If you can't hear me call then I can't say, Lyla! Heaven'll help you catch me if I fall Because Is That Easy There's always one more page on a different notebook, with extra lines to write on... and if you run out of them, there will always be a new notebook to be bought. Because is that easy, it just is. There will always be ice tea in that restaurant, or vodka in that bar, and if you find yourself not getting any, you can always move on to the next restaurant or bar. Because is that easy, it just is. There could always be someone putting more lights over our roads, lights to make sure you know I can handle everything... and if you realize the lights are starting to disappear, there will always be me figuring out the situation... Because is that easy, or so it seems. Because as much as I loose pens, hair clips and sun glasses I started loosing the sense of super manager, so diligent, so dedicated, so willing. Letting everything else steal my energy as I hold the broken pieces together, without watching them too close... Because is that easy, or at least I thought it was. There's always one more ice cube, for that great tea or tasteful vodka, and if you figure out there won't be any more ice, and you need it, you want it, you really desire it... Go get it yourself, because is that easy. Lyrics by Hey Mercedes And I'm a-waiting on an operation So help me operator, will you try it again? I'm in desperation's arms i know that's it's late and she's not awake But I've never ever been more ready ... Pick up the phone I gotta tell you I remember one night in your parents' ride Under the light of the passing airplanes In the freezing cold a forever was told It came out in plain air So bottle never fear cause I've commandeered the number of your new beau's home But are you ever there? Miss runaway Get back to me I've never needed you more than right away Babe it's been a blast My new muse, she'll be so unamused But I've been bruised in the map of the memory Maybe her mail's a remarkable mess She'd get back to me by now So bottle never fear cause I've commandeered the number of her new beau's home But is she ever there? No Miss runaway Get back to me I've never needed you more than right away Babe it's been a blast Write back All the arguments are not the same without you And I don't care if you don't care but A messed up man must do what he needs to It's been a blast Write back All the arguments are not the same without you And I don't care if you don't care cause A messed up mind must do what it needs to. I'm Ready As my hand leading this finger towards the wall, because there's a button to press, for one action for one reaction As the final strawberry about to be placed on that cake, because one perfect dessert has a final touch for one unique flavor for one unique sensation As the perfect appereance in front of an early mirror, because we make sure we're all set, for one clean presentation for one perfect intent I'm ready I'm ready Baby, I'm ready Lyrics by Depeche Mode If you've been hiding from love If you've been hiding from love I can understand where you're coming from I can understand where you're coming from If you've suffered enough If you've suffered enough I can understand what you're thinking of I can see the pain that you're frightened of And I'm only here To bring you free love Let's make it clear That this is free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love I've been running like you I've been running like you Now you understand why I'm running scared Now you understand why I'm running scared I've been searching for truth I've been searching for truth And I haven't been getting anywhere No I haven't been getting anywhere And I'm only here To bring you free love Let's make it clear That this is free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love Hey girl You've got to take this moment Then let it slip away Let go of complicated feelings Then there's no price to pay We've been running from love We've been running from love And we don't know what we're doing here No we don't know what we're doing here We're only here Sharing our free love Let's make it clear That this is free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love No hidden catch No strings attached Just free love I Blame You Here's just a bunch of random thoughts, don't even try to make any sense of the following lines... We can't blame Annie for this post tonight. I'm just so sick of it. I hate you for putting pieces together this way, appearing on these scenarios after you were just an invisible idea. Not strong enough to push my breaths out. Gone, you were gone and it was just fine, so why did you come back? For nothing, no reason, just as a selfish animal seeking for what it thought it needed. Freaking creature, just go away. I hate you for these 20 minutes I hate you for those 35 minutes I hate you for the 17 I hate you for the printed shirt and the fake ideas I hate you for the person you're not I hate you for the demons in your head I hate you for the ego eating you up I hate you for the pretending of a fading life I hate you for doing this to me
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