What I want?

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One easy answer comes to my head, but this rational side tries to filter the words, even when plans get created behind this entry. Silly and stupid plans, that could actually give me what I want.


Things I didn't want, things I refused before 
You brought and threw at me


What I want, you say?
I want to pull back time
I wanna choose again


What I want?
Besides what I won't say here
Is to feed anger so it would leave sooner


Things I didn't want and refused before,
like muting myself or thinking of regret
you brought and threw at me
making me drop who I was


When I think about what I want, only one true thing comes along and I struggle with myself for it is something I never really wanted, and never really needed... But you did this and now I can't help it.


Lyrics by Metric


Black sheep, come home
Black sheep, come home
Black sheep, come home

Hello again, friend of a friend
I knew you when
Our common goal was waiting for the world to end
Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again

I'll send you my love on a wire
Lift you up every time
Everyone, ooh
Pulls away, ooh
From you

Got balls of steel
Got an automobile for a minimum wage
Got real estate, I'm buying it all up in outer space
Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again

I'll send you my love on a wire
Lift you up every time
Everyone, ooh
Pulls away, ooh

It's a mechanical bull at number one
You'll take a ride from anyone
Everyone wants a ride
Pulls away, ooh
From you

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Update

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I can get so frustrated with the shape this box might take, knowing that I'm the one to blame.

So I'll try not to touch her as much, instead... I'll go to Vienna to heal.
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FYI

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Too happy to come around here
In a way, I got used to write when something's wrong
And now, everything is the way it should be,
Just right, great.

I could write
Put some lines together
But they might come out way too pink for my taste
So I just won't,
Because I'm happy.
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Must Know

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That I don't usually feel this way
That I don't usually open my soul like this
That I don't usually say this much about myself
as I'm about to...

And also,
Knowing what I'm sure you already know
You must know
That I'll fight for us
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You

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I could list them, write their names or maybe describe them
Put them all on a wall using different kinds of paint
Decorate these memories and display them on the street
So all would know them, recognize them

Because I could make a composition of the ones that gave up
the ones that never felt like trying harder or getting themselves involved.
Such a proud production, filled with such fancy stories,
I have them all, and I could wash the sky with their names

This weird artist, expressing her feelings of frustration and disappointment
for her lovers, her story tales, her boxes and frames
facing in a second, one different perspective
one that, without knowing, is using his heart as a weapon

...hurting me with so much love
...so much love

One that seems so different from the rest
One that does not belong to this master piece...
of the ones that gave up... that didn't try
One that tonight, won't please me by walking away,
but might be gone so soon.

I think I'm ready, to get rid of this well known way of living
and surrender to a different kind of love
one that's true and pure
one that won't be displayed on that wall of deserters.

All of them...
But you.

P.S.: You can't blame me for deserving this.

Lyrics by Coldplay

Written in graffiti on a bridge in a park
'Do you ever get the feeling that you're missing the mark?'
It's so cold, it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold

Written up in marker on a factory sign
'I struggle with the feeling that my life isn't mine'
It's so cold, it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold

See the arrow that they shot, trying to tear us apart
Take the fire from my belly and the beat from my heart
Still I won't let go
Still I won't let go

You
Ooohooh

'Cause you do

Oh you use your heart as a weapon
And it hurts like heaven

On every street every car every surface a name
Tonight the streets are ours
And we’re writing and saying
Don't let them take control
No we won't let them take control

Yes, I feel a little bit nervous,
Yes, I feel nervous and I cannot relax,
How come they're out to get us?
How come they're out when they don't know the facts?

So on concrete canvas under cover of dark
On concrete canvas, I'll go making my mark
Armed with a spray can soul
I'll be armed with a spray can soul

You
Ooohooh

Oh, you
Ooohooh

Yes, you
You use your heart as a weapon
And it hurts like heaven

Woho-ooh
Woho-oooh

It's true
When you
Use your heart as a weapon
It hurts like heaven
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Paradise

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I'm singing these songs to you, and making you smile at my silliness
There's this lovely energy, that even when I wanna hide it, gets through the air

I try not to touch your hands, but they seem to come near me
and as I move away, you notice this need of one kind aproach
just an instant touch, one short encounter...

You laugh at this performance, and I think of ways to make it stop
but maybe the boose won't let me 
I can't stop doing what I wanna do
being who I wanna be

You seem to enjoy it, because maybe you know it wont last
Soon enough the song will be over, and I'll stop singing
remembering what I must accomplish
and the feeling I should be hiding

And before we know it, this other song begins
One that, instead of taking us back to that dream
makes me crash with reality as I sit and realize I already know how everything will end.

Lyrics by Coldplay
When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep
Dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Every time she closed her eyes
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth

Life goes on
It gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear, a waterfall
In the night, the stormy night
She closed her eyes
In the night, the stormy night
Away she'd fly.

And dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh

She dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh.

La la la La
La la la

So lying underneath those stormy skies.
She said oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh.
I know the sun must set to rise.

This could be para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
This could be para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh.

This could be para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Could be para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh.

This could be para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Could be para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh.
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2 lines-Thought: Can't

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Can't drive this car
and I can't let you drive it either
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Caught Between The Landslide

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These ideas and the sounds that come with them
A particular way of touching without even moving your hands
That thought I stole from your dream
where you felt like staying here,
with me.

All my happy places in the past
filled with people that no longer share my timeline
and have moved on without me in theirs
seeing how their routines don't realize I'm not there anymore

Those fears I carry in a backpack, always in there
afraid I won't have them when the moment comes
and the truth is revealed to me
the reasons why I haven't change them
... I carry the same fears all the time.

I'll tie all this to a safe place
I'll make sure they don't go away and my head thinks of them continuously
Because tonight, I don't wanna move
I don't wanna change
I don't wanna blink
Refusing the actions of time and just holding on to this unfortunate feeling.

Lyrics by Oasis

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova or in the Sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova or in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova or in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova

'Cause people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova or in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova

'Cause people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
We were getting high
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