One easy answer comes to my head, but this rational side tries to filter the words, even when plans get created behind this entry. Silly and stupid plans, that could actually give me what I want.
Things I didn't want, things I refused before
You brought and threw at me
What I want, you say?
I want to pull back time
I wanna choose again
What I want?
Besides what I won't say here
Is to feed anger so it would leave sooner
Things I didn't want and refused before,
like muting myself or thinking of regret
you brought and threw at me
making me drop who I was
When I think about what I want, only one true thing comes along and I struggle with myself for it is something I never really wanted, and never really needed... But you did this and now I can't help it.
Lyrics by Metric
Black sheep, come home
Black sheep, come home
Black sheep, come home
Hello again, friend of a friend
I knew you when
Our common goal was waiting for the world to end
Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again
I'll send you my love on a wire
Lift you up every time
Everyone, ooh
Pulls away, ooh
From you
Got balls of steel
Got an automobile for a minimum wage
Got real estate, I'm buying it all up in outer space
Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again
I'll send you my love on a wire
Lift you up every time
Everyone, ooh
Pulls away, ooh
It's a mechanical bull at number one
You'll take a ride from anyone
Everyone wants a ride
Pulls away, ooh
From you
i dont think feeding the anger will make all of this go sooner.